Excuse me while I go scream my head off somewhere in private this weekend

Oh hello there. It seems I've been a very bad blogger lately. Apparently people like for bloggers to post more than once per week.

The truth is, for the past couple of weeks I've been feeling very irritable about several areas of my life and I felt that y'all would rather not read me throwing a hissy fit on here every single day lately about the stupid things that I'm feeling wimpy and out-and-out whiny about.

On a positive note, I finally heard from Hot Brazilian a couple of days ago and he made it back to his hometown. But now I am whining because I heard from him Wednesday morning telling me he was back safely, that he would Skype me the next morning and then? Well internets, I haven't heard another word from him. So I kind of blasted him in an e-mail this morning and now I'm feeling guilty about it because I know how much crap he's dealing with currently and he probably doesn't need me adding to his crappalicious life. But at the same time, I have not actually talked to him in a month, I've only received two emails in the past month, and I don't want him to think I'll just put up with a lack of communication without saying something about it.

See, I told you it's best that I not blog right now! I'm going to paint a lot this weekend because that's what I do when I'm pissed off since it's a wonderful stress relief for me. I might have to paint 50 paintings this weekend based on my mood at this moment.

You'll be happy to know that I'm going to attempt to give pissy little Sauntering Soul a major attitude adjustment this weekend and hopefully be back to more regular posting next week. And if I'm not successful at that, you'll also be pleased to hear that you will have at least one really good post to read on here next week. That's because I will be posting something that I did not write.

That's right readers.......it's time for Blog Share again!!

-R- is hosting another Blog Share which is kind of amazing since she birthed a baby 3 months ago and probably doesn't really have time for such nonsense. For those of you not familiar with Blog Share, it's a chance for us to write a post that we would never post on our own blog for whatever reason - maybe it's something too humiliating, or perhaps it's way too personal and we don't want everyone to know a particular something about ourselves, or some bloggers have family and friends who read their blogs and they might want to vent about them without them actually knowing about it. The last I heard, there are approximately 35 bloggers participating, but I'm sure that number has probably grown. We will send our post to -R- and she will forward it on along to the blogger she has decided will host our deepest, darkest confessions. I will be hosting such a post on my blog and I won't have a clue in the world who the author is. I will try to post a list of everyone participating and if you feel like it, you can visit them all and try to guess where in the blogosphere my secrets are being shared. I have no idea if she is still accepting participants, but if there is something you really want to get off of your chest, go leave her a comment here and I'm sure she'll let you know. The deadline for participants to email their post to her is anytime before midnight on Monday so if she is still accepting participants, you have a few days to get your post written. So check back next week when I will hopefully be in a completely different state of mind and I will host someone's mystery post. Good times are sure to be had by all.